Y.A.N L.I.N.G
If only I had wings so I can fly
I wanna be ... ...
My love... ...
If only you could hear me shout PLEASE
If only I feel my determination again
The STARS in the sky will never be the same
Just like me, never be the same.

M.I.S.S~H.O.W .blog

Saturday, March 7, 2009

BLOGSKIN!!!!

ARGH!
due to some problem from my previous blogskin, i got to find a new one!!!!
and i HATE it....
everytime i will use hours to find blogskin,
use hours to edit it,
use hours to find songs.
LOL!!!!
I spent a TOTAL of SIX hours doing all those stuff! -_-
LOL!
In the morning, woke up early and helped out at mum's canteen, in Greendale Primary.
LOL!!!
it's quite nice to see small kids!!!!
they are so CUTE!!!!
gosh.lols.
i think the 1st batch in that school is only primary four?
LOL!
and do i really look tat old?
most of the kids stared at me,
and said, " aunty, i want noddle, fishball...etc."
blah blah blah...
-_-!!!!!!!!!!
I repeated myself SO MANY times tat i'm JIEJIE! not aunty!
LOL!!!
but still...
TSK! nvm.lol.....
but din wait for mum to knock off. cos was really sleepy and tired..
so left there with my bro who went there ard 12 plus?
reached home and started doing all the blog thingy..
like till nw?
LOL!!!


Am i starting to lose friends?
I felt that having lots of friends are useless..
well, to me, close friends are those who i can have topics to chat on?to share thing with?
It's not the matter of if we did get tgt alot of times nt...
I can be with someone for like everyday, but tat doesnt means i'm close to them.
it may be just external close but not internal close?
i dont knw wat does tat means. but i feel tat close friends are nt measured according to how many times u met.
alright, u can say i'm nt a gd friend cos i wont usually understand and care for them.( i might be sensitive, so bear with me)
or, i'm really dumb enough to think tat having thing to chat with tat person, are considered as close.
In fact, i really dont how what are close friends.
I might get into that clique may be cos you are inside?I'm close to you?
I dont know.
Usually feel tat i have nth to talk with them, i think all these link back to I'm nt meeting the BASIC criteria of being a friend who will read blogs regularly and see what's happening in their life.?
Yes, i might seem to have lots of friends to you.
but most are HI-BYE friends.
I also din rmb everyone birthday. so pardon me for that.
nights.=)

# posted by Yan Ling at 12:26 AM